The Voices In My Head



26/2/00
Okay, messy people of the world, (yes, this means you!) your time has come! As someone who cleans hotel rooms for a living, i have seen my fair share of filth, but that doesn't mean i have to like it;) Is it so hard, to just put things back from where you got them? Or are you like a certain friend of mine whose memory is about 2 seconds long (luv ya!)? No one seems to be able to find the 2 garbage cans conveniently located in the rooms, and i'm beginning to wonder if half the guests are experiencing some sort of myopia:S Add that to the fact that some of you shed more than my roommate's cat!! Seriously, i don't think that much hair loss is healthy!;P Or, worst, but not least, you guys who, despite your pedestal-like adoration for your dicks, can't aim worth shit. I sincerely hope you sink some shots under the sheets, for your sakes;) *sigh*...i'm done now;)

27/1/00
There's too much intolerance in this world. Sorry for the blanket statement, but i happen to think this is undeniably true. Just look at the way we won't get up to offer people a seat on the bus, or stop to hold open a door. I can't count how many times I've nearly been hit by a car at a crosswalk because they couldn't take the time to slow down for the lights! At present i am experiencing some local intolerance, because my roommate has taken it upon herself to critisize my every action as irresponsible, inconsiderate and disrespectful. Ya, okay, i take showers at really late hours! I have to, if i take a shower in the morning i will pass out from low blood pressure....and yes, i happen to be a night owl;) A lot of us are. But my real point is, that after living with several different roommates, i have learned to accomodate most quirks and oddities, but can't seem to get the same respect from the other person. More and more, our scoiety has decided that they come first, and the others should be forced to make the compromises. Of course, everyone knows that to compromise is to meet someone halfway. It would be nice if we could each incorporate a little more acceptance and flexibility into our lives, if only in small things like going to get them instead of yelling that the phone is for them;)

11/10/99
I think one of the things I hate most is being second best. Doesn't everyone?;) I mean, the feeling of constantly being the runner-up, next in line, consolation prize, etc......What's so great about number 2!! Especially when you *know* you should be number 1....y'know, when he or she just doesn't share your interest....Ever have one of those awkward conversations: 'hi Neil, whatcha doing tonite?' 'Uh, nothing much.' 'Hey, would ya like to see a movie, or go out for coffee or something?' 'Oh! I meant, nothing till 5 o'clock, cause then I have to, uh, do my laundry.' 'Oh. Would you like some company?' 'Ah, sorry my...dog...doesn't like new people....just keeps barking....y'know. heh heh.' 'Maybe some other time then?' 'uh...we'll see.' That kind: the ones where you just want to be able to liquify your body so you can ooze into the nearest drain.....:S Makes you wonder, doesn't it? Why are we always attracted to people who don't reciprocate? Is there some perverse human obsession with the unattainable?;) That would definitely explain that whole Everest thing.....and why men are only interested in you until you start showing an interest in them! Grrrrr. That being another one of those things I hate.....;P Probably got *way* too many of them.....;)


9/10/99
I don't think we spend enough time in this world making each other happy. Or even making ourselves happy, although the first one is the most neglected. I mean, how often do we do things simply for the effect it has on the person on the receiving end? Sometimes the smallest thing makes all the difference! Just remembering a personal detail about somebody can make their day; or, for example, at work my roommate wasn't having such a good day. One man came up, placed his order, and when he picked it up from her he said 'Danke schon'. For all those who don't know german, this means 'Thank you beautiful'. When I told her this she just *glowed*. It completely changed her perspective on the day:) Have you ever just watched someone sleep? There is nothing quite so peaceful or happy as benevolently watching a dreamer at work:) The absolute calm that invades their every feature......just seeing it gives you the 'warm-fuzzies' as one of my friends calls it:P Deep thought for the day: Love is covering someone with a blanket while they're asleep, so they don't catch cold:)


7/10/99
Why is everybody on this planet so goddamn horny? Is it some continental epidemic that no human seems to be able to escape? Maybe it has something to do with the water.....;) All I know is that there are far too many horny people around.....although, I must admit, I am not exempt:S I go to work, and half my male co-workers make some kind of comments, through my *whole* shift....normally I'd feel flattered but, c'mon, my uniform itself is probably enough to kill the sex drive of a bull....one of them was even trying to convince me to become a stripper! And I'm *still* not sure whether or not he was kidding...;) Then there's my friend Ren, who has admitted to most that she is attracted to anything male that walks. I love her dearly, but that can't be good....Or my friend Suzanne. Think you've got it bad? This is the girl who regularly uses the phrase, 'they can look, but they can't put it in you'.....and that's only because she already *has* a steady boyfriend! In fact, she was thinking about going after *my* prospect on the side! No honor among thieves, huh.;) Now, I don't want you all to think I'm some kind of prude, cause I'm really not. Really. There are times (y'know, we all have them;P) when I have to physically restrain myself from jumping someone....apparently, last time I got high I started hitting on my roommate's x-boyfriend. Definitely *not* a good idea. I'm telling you right now, never piss off the person who gets up before you.....you might not like what they leave on your pillow. And that's all I'm gonna say about that;)


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